Poetry

la señal de la luz by Bry Reed

on the edge of the river

she wades,

draped in amber,

with

honey pot

nestled

between her thighs--


she bakes,

tossing currents

beneath fingertips

like flour,


she kneads at earth

breaking apart soil

from sun,

then, she lifts them

inches above the ground

&

wraps them in herself


reaching down

she dips two fingers

bathing them in sugar

until she presses them

uno

a

uno

to his lips.



his tongue sparks along her skin.



the horizon shields them--

layers of amarilla

piña, maíz & oro

drench them in comfort--

against the threatening gaze

of Oya,


huntress,

sister,

warrior,


armed with machete

& flame.


a love

forbidden

as

sky

meets

river


fresh water gives life to pleasure

let tragedy ignite their kisses


they hide among sunflowers,

challenging nature to create

a union

as beautiful as this.


yellow butterflies surround them,

tempting Yemaya

to witness

the formation

of heartache



bodies rolling


back


& forth


like oceans


driving toward shore.


his thunder cracks

a hole

in the clouds



out pours rain

 like

crescendo


as his body

                  touches constellations

binding them to this universe.



she gives life meaning

with her smile--

her lips curve

twisting, turning

like flower petals

shifting in the summer breeze.


her head tilts back

&

the river rushes

forward


honey trickles

down her calf,

tears crawl down her cheek


they break apart in waves

sunset.



The Cost of Being Brave by Bry Reed

Nobody ever tells little Black girls the cost we pay for being brave. Our voices shake rooms and call ancestors from broken places, but nobody ever tells us the toll we pay for being brave. Our backs break under the weight of commmunities, big and small, but nobody ever tells us the tax we pay for being brave.

Instead, they lead us to chaotic waters. Bend our necks and tilt our heads to drink the kool-aid. We serve as test subjects for the anger they cannot let loose.

Instead, they push us to the forefront. They linger behind closed doors and half drawn curtains and wait to see how far we get. Then they come full force and beat us back into our troubled corners while they claim victory.

We pay their price in bloodlines. Generational trauma and poverty strip away our imaginations. The rest is left to our own minds to toil over…and over…and over. Nobody tells little Black girls that their sadness is not theirs alone to carry.

Nobody tells little Black girls the price their mothers paid for being brave. All we see left is the scar. One on her right knee and another on her wrist. Nobody tells little Black girls the price their sisters paid for being brave. All we see is her shadow.

Nobody tells little Black girls how to sing her own song in her poetry. We learn that in our bedrooms with the doors closed as we cradle pen and paper.

We learn the harshest truths when nobody is around to save us.

A Lesson in New Beginnings: A 2019 Reading List by Bry Reed


As the end of the year swiftly appraoches so many of us are doing our year end recap. What wins did we have this year? What areas of our lives can we improve in 2019? These questions help us reflect on our growth and release negativity. One of my favorite activities for the end of the year is to create a list of books to explore in the new year. Welcome to my 2019 Reading List!

Reading is personal. Each book I read changes my life so I am very intentional with the contents of my library. Every page of these texts is political in their own way. My 2019 reading list centers Black authors, especially Black femmes,  across non-fiction and fiction. Some of are new kids on the block while others are longstanding legends of the literary game, but they all deserve a look in the new year.

1. Becoming by Michelle Obama

Michelle Obama's Becoming is on the bookshelves of so many already this year, but reading this book to kick off the New Year is a must. Obama offers her life story up for us to learn from and assess critically. in 2018 I began to look closely at The Obamas legacy and this book adds to this close look. Essentially the book offers a look at life before the election and all the lessons of her adolescence. 

2. Beloved by Toni Morrison

I know I am the last person to pick up a copy of this revered text. It is my mission to dive deep into Morrison this year. Her novel Song of Solomon is in my top 3 reads of all time so the bar is already high for this classic. 

3. Kindred by Octavia Butler

Octavia Butler is one of the literary greats. Her writing style and story telling are unmatched. Plus, she invented alchemy so we should all take lessons from Butler on how to manifest what is meant for us in 2019 and forever.

4. Black on Both Sides: A Racial History of Trans Identity by C. Riley Snorton

Snorton is offering the true tea on Blackness and gender. This text traces back the history of trans identity and Blackness and connects to modern day anti-Black and anti-trans legislation. I recommend this for anyone trying to increase their trans scholarship as we move beyond gender binary.

5. Jezebel Unhinged: Loosing the Black Female Body in Religion and Culture by Tamura Lomax

Lomax is playing zero games when it comes to Black girlhood and womanhood. She dissects the jezebal trope throughout the Black church and Black culture. If you are seeking a book to give you a deeper understanding of misogynoir then this is it. You're welcome. 

6. Well-Read Black Girl by Gloria Edim

Has any other book taking the internet by storm like this one? I doubt it. Edim's work has taken over #bookstagram with its bright cover and amazing community. Grab a copy of this anthology and get lost in the world of incredibly talented Black woman writers. 

7. Sassafrass, Cypress, and Indigo by Ntozake Shange

Rest in power to a legend. In 2018 Shange transitioned beyond this world, but she left us with so much art. This novel is a great introduction to Shange's work as she explores geography, family, and trauma. You will not be sorry you picked this work up as you become a Shange fan for life. 

8. Assata: An Autobiography by Assata Shakur

Assata Shakur offers us her story in this autobiography. Her fight for Black liberation gives foundation for so much Black radical organizing. Moreover, Shakur is a Black woman at the center of police brutality and racism in the 1970s. What more do you need to go pick this up? I thought so.

9. An American Marriage by Tayari Jones

Marriage, racism, fidelity, and so much more draw us into Jones' hit novel An American Marriage. She offers us an amazing story while analyzing class, race, and gender through the lives of newlyweds in the American South.

10. If Beale Street Could Talk by James Baldwin

Baldwin is one of my literary godfathers and this novel shows us every reason why. Go grab this book and go see If Beale Street Could Talk in theatres right now! 

For Ntozake Shange by Bry Reed

when I went looking 

for answers

I found them in books,

words, silence,

turning pages 

in hope of some new thing,

feeling,

hope.

 

when I found you

laying upon my grandmother's dresser

I overlooked you--

repeating the world's greatest mistake--

I took you

for granted.

 

when I went in search of myself

there you were again

in the shadows

outlining all the pain

my mother

never let slip

yet. 

 

when I finally saw you

it was after dawn--

you left us--

but you will always be in the wind

pushing, watching, casting

midnight spells.

 

when I listened

and heard you speak

your voice

taught me

there's nothing selfish 

in a Black girl

spending time

with

her

self.